Insomnia

So yeah...sleep I don't know what that is any more...

Yeah... This my friend thought would be cute to take of me this was back in Mass after a dance... I was extremely tired and crashed... I really wish I could crash now but I have to be at work in a few hours so I'll just wait till I get out of work at two.

I'm so excited to be flying home on Thursday!!!

I cannot wait to go home!!!! Just let it be Thursday right now!!!!!

My life as a baby-sitter...

So one of the boys told me last week that I'm pretty much a baby-sitter...it made me sad because I felt like I was more than that to them. Like a mentor maybe..but it seems to me that I'm feeling like I am more and more. How do I move past that where do I cross the line from baby-sitter to mentor....

I've been thinking about it more and more...I think they need to see something in me more...something to ispire to. I realize in my life theres not much to say wow shes awesome...I want to be like her...besides the fact males tend to ispire to other males...but maybe just maybe theres somthing that I can do... for one thing I'm getting back into school...I'm going to start using my savings account again...maybe if I seem to care more about myself...I'll be a better leader for them...So thats my new years resolution...take better care of myself because I deserve it. That and I should be able to practice what I preach...we tell the boys all the time to not put harmful things into their bodies....and I don't do drugs but I do drink alot of pop and eat lots of chocolate. I'm going to stop my consuption of pop...and minimize my candy intake. If I am taking care of myself more...I'm doind all I can to show them a good healty way to live by example.

I've seen this on many blogs and it looked fun. So here it goes. . .

Wrapping paper or gift bags? Gift bags....wrapping takes too long!

Do you have a Nativity scene? No but I really really want the Willowtree one!
Do you like eggnog? Ick! Gross...NO!!!
Favorite Christmas movie? A Christmas Story

Mail or e-mail Christmas cards? Neither....I kinda mail myself...

Easiest person to buy for? Grandma

Real tree or artificial? Real! The best part is the smell....you don't get that with the fake ones!

Angel or star on the tree top? An angel. When I'm grown with my own place I might try a star...I've had an angel my whole life... I really like stars!

Have you ever recycled a Christmas gift? I'm sure I have....lol

Favorite Christmas song? Mary's Lullaby

Do you travel at Christmas or stay home? Travel home to the east for Christmas with the family!

White lights or colored on the tree? White. But my roommates put blue....its so UGLY!!!!

Favorite thing to eat at Christmas? Spiral Ham!!!! Turkey!!! Potatoes and gravy!!! Pumpkin Pie!!!

Can you name all of Santa's reindeer? Sure can! Dasher and Dancer and Prancer and Vixen, Comet and Cupid and Donder and Blitzen, and the most famous reindeer of them all Rudolph!!!!!

When do you put up the tree? As soon as I can....busy busy!

When do you take down the tree? When the needles start falling....

What is your favorite place to go at Christmas? Temple Square...and now this new house near Salt Lake that the lights go to music! Its so awesome!

Open presents Christmas Eve or Christmas morning? Christmas morning and afternoon when the family comes over!

What do I love most about Christmas? How everyone becomes loving and caring and people smile more....just a cheerfulness that you can see even in strangers...

Christmas Lights

Today I went on at date to the Christmas tree expo in Sandy then to a house that had its lights timed to music that you could listen to on a radio station!It was so awesome! Then we went to Salt Lake to Temple Square to see the Christmas lights... After that we went to the Red Iguana for a late dinner...Brandon was my date and he was such a nice and funny guy...at the Christmas tree expo ge tried to imitate the cloggers...it was cute! Both of us girls fell asleep on the way home while the guys discussed school and work. It was a nice feeling in his arms. I hope he asks me out again!